Thursday, January 16, 2014
Just me complaining some more
Sometimes I think it's good when I can't spend a bunch of time on the computer and catching up with my social networks. I know there was some study about how social networks make you less happy and I can definitely see how that's true. It's hard to see people talking about how awesome 2014 has been for them so far. I saw one post about how they've gotten engaged, gotten their dream job, and are moving into a new house just in the first month of this year. I on the other hand have been on bed rest, started bleeding over a week ago and no sign of it stopping yet, spent 11 hours in the hospital, got another disability denial letter so have to prepare for a hearing, am now on yet another daily medication, and my dog chewed up the only only pair of heels I like. But it's okay because I can't wear them anywhere anyway. Don't get me wrong, I don't want other people to have sucky lives. I want my friends and family to be happy. But hearing about their happiness highlights how unhappy I am. I just need to step away and if I'm feeling up to getting on the computer do something else instead.