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Thank you everyone for the supportive comments on my last (not Punday) post. Mentally I am feeling better than I was then. Well I don't know if better is really the right word, maybe more apathetic about the whole thing. I don't have the energy to care right now. I've stepped away from the TTC/Infertility forums and reading your TTC/Infertility/Pregnancy blogs and pretty much everything else TTC/Infertility related. Overall I feel like I'm being a bad blogger and a bad bloggy friend but like I said, I just don't have the energy to care right now.

I went to the neurologist today about my ongoing neck/shoulder pain. I've been taking the new not expired muscle relaxer and it's definitely been helping some but things aren't getting better. He said my shoulder was very tight. I need to get a CT scan done and he gave me more muscle relaxers, more pain medication, and five days of steroids for the meantime. My pulse was high. It was also high when I went to the GP about the fatigue a few weeks ago. No idea what that's about. I'm still feeling tired all the time but I figure we can't tackle that till we get the neck/shoulder thing figured out. Also my left knee responded more dramatically to the reflex test than it should have. I have no idea if that's related to what's going on (it's the same side the pain is on) or even a potential problem. Follow up appointment in two weeks but I'm not sure which day yet. They are going to call me tomorrow to tell me when and where to get the CT done and I'm assuming they will make my follow up appointment then.